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Another Entry To Remove The Last
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I hated the last entry and loathed seeing it displayed every time I was on my page. So enjoy this little joke~
(In A Book Store)
Customer 1: I'd like to get this book.
Sales: What is this?! A sequel? The sequel always sucks! Let's just add a kid and put it in danger! Ohhh noo! Go put it back and get a real book.
(Customer 1 storms off)
Customer 2: What book did she want to get?
Sales: The New Testament.
(End)
(In A Book Store)
Customer 1: I'd like to get this book.
Sales: What is this?! A sequel? The sequel always sucks! Let's just add a kid and put it in danger! Ohhh noo! Go put it back and get a real book.
(Customer 1 storms off)
Customer 2: What book did she want to get?
Sales: The New Testament.
(End)
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Another Update!
5 min read
Okay. It's been over five months since my lat entry and I feel it's time for an update.
Is my life ever simple?
Really?
Either my family is being crazy, my social life is dead, or my mind decides to play stupid tricks on my heart. Or, my life is all of the above at once. Explanation? I have none. Story? That, my friends, I do have.
Stress sucks.
I have the normal things:
Homework
Relationship issues
The play after school
All these clubs (Drama, German, and possibly Japanese)
A recently divorced family
A mother that got drunk and ran into something.
Wait, what was that you said? The last one isn't normal? Oh geeze! And here I was thinking I was normal. Ha!
So yeah. My mom is recently singe and therefore loves to go out dancing and drinking a little. Now normally she doesn't drink much, one or two beers and shes done; she may drink more but has someone get her coffee and waits till shes well enough to SAFELY get her ass home. This time was different. Either she didn't wait till she was sober or she just drank a lot more then normal. Either way she got in a crash and hurt. She was in the hospital, nothing too serious, but still. I was sad, then worried, and now I'm just pissed at her selfish, vacuous, pettily insecure thought process. Oh, and I'm banning her from going out until past October 24th, when I can apply for my permit and and pick her up when shes a little buzzed. Now, anyone reading this should know my mom is normally smart, responsible, and a very good, though stressed and bitchy, mother and this incident is NOT her on a regular basis. I love her, I'm just venting.
So my family is insane. One week in with my hypoglycemic, almost-vegetarian, somewhat bias mother. I love her, don't get me wrong, but those are proven facts. She claims she never listens to one daughter over the other, but she does. She listened to my youngest sisters story then decides before she gets the other side. That brings me to Naomi, the youngest. She gets everything she wants then complains about being the youngest. We have Deborah, more my friend then my sister, who has slight boughs of anger now and then. I love her with all my heart, but it pisses me off when she hypocritically calls me out on everything. I mean, I know I can be a hypocrite at times, but still, it's over kill. The next week I'm still with my sisters, only now I'm with my dad, the smartest guy I know. However he insists on telling us how he just broke up with his girlfriend and teaching us some useless life lessons. Some are worth the wait, others are a waste of my time.
Not that wasting my time matters. I have no social life. I do, but not really in the normal sense. I mean, I have a life during plays or drama club// German club events, but not other then that. I do spend time with my friends, but it's rare. And now that I've been dumped I hardly go out.
My love life. Don't I always seem to bring that up? It's always Justin, Zack, Jacob, the occasional Wyatt. We have new names this time! Since Justin's dumped me he hardly says hello. He'll only talk to me on MySpace, which I hardly use. It's really fucking annoying. However, since I no longer have any chance with him I can move on, which I kind of have. So you see, I've known this guy Casey for a while. Not really well because I only see him like, once a month, but still. He's amazing. He's tall, and strong, and cute, and looks really good with a lip ring. Not to mention he's probably one of the kindest guys I know. I text him a lot, he always says something to make me smile, and hes one of the few people who really helped me when Justin dumped me. Then theres Matt. Now Matt is taller then me, with dark hair and a beautiful smile. He's supper nice and I say hello and hug him every day. Theres this chance that he likes me too, Lupita hinted towards it and she seems to know everything on these matters. But she likes him and said I could go out with him but I would hurt her if I do. Of confusion, you haunt me. Lastly there's K-bear. I've mentioned him before I think. Kodiak, an amazing, smart, kind, classy, foxy senior at my school. I liked him last year, when I was in the play. There is going to be two plays this year, I'm in the first one, so is he. I get to spend all this time with him. God, he always smells so amazing too. He'll give me coffee and hug me and make me smile and giggle like the helpless girl I am at times. If he hasn't noticed this infatuation already I'll be surprised. Here's the real dilemma though, i think Casey might like me, and there's a possibility that Matt does, and if by some vain chance K-bear does too, who do I choose? What would i do? Confusion, confusion, I abhor you.
Is my life ever simple?
Really?
Either my family is being crazy, my social life is dead, or my mind decides to play stupid tricks on my heart. Or, my life is all of the above at once. Explanation? I have none. Story? That, my friends, I do have.
Stress sucks.
I have the normal things:
Homework
Relationship issues
The play after school
All these clubs (Drama, German, and possibly Japanese)
A recently divorced family
A mother that got drunk and ran into something.
Wait, what was that you said? The last one isn't normal? Oh geeze! And here I was thinking I was normal. Ha!
So yeah. My mom is recently singe and therefore loves to go out dancing and drinking a little. Now normally she doesn't drink much, one or two beers and shes done; she may drink more but has someone get her coffee and waits till shes well enough to SAFELY get her ass home. This time was different. Either she didn't wait till she was sober or she just drank a lot more then normal. Either way she got in a crash and hurt. She was in the hospital, nothing too serious, but still. I was sad, then worried, and now I'm just pissed at her selfish, vacuous, pettily insecure thought process. Oh, and I'm banning her from going out until past October 24th, when I can apply for my permit and and pick her up when shes a little buzzed. Now, anyone reading this should know my mom is normally smart, responsible, and a very good, though stressed and bitchy, mother and this incident is NOT her on a regular basis. I love her, I'm just venting.
So my family is insane. One week in with my hypoglycemic, almost-vegetarian, somewhat bias mother. I love her, don't get me wrong, but those are proven facts. She claims she never listens to one daughter over the other, but she does. She listened to my youngest sisters story then decides before she gets the other side. That brings me to Naomi, the youngest. She gets everything she wants then complains about being the youngest. We have Deborah, more my friend then my sister, who has slight boughs of anger now and then. I love her with all my heart, but it pisses me off when she hypocritically calls me out on everything. I mean, I know I can be a hypocrite at times, but still, it's over kill. The next week I'm still with my sisters, only now I'm with my dad, the smartest guy I know. However he insists on telling us how he just broke up with his girlfriend and teaching us some useless life lessons. Some are worth the wait, others are a waste of my time.
Not that wasting my time matters. I have no social life. I do, but not really in the normal sense. I mean, I have a life during plays or drama club// German club events, but not other then that. I do spend time with my friends, but it's rare. And now that I've been dumped I hardly go out.
My love life. Don't I always seem to bring that up? It's always Justin, Zack, Jacob, the occasional Wyatt. We have new names this time! Since Justin's dumped me he hardly says hello. He'll only talk to me on MySpace, which I hardly use. It's really fucking annoying. However, since I no longer have any chance with him I can move on, which I kind of have. So you see, I've known this guy Casey for a while. Not really well because I only see him like, once a month, but still. He's amazing. He's tall, and strong, and cute, and looks really good with a lip ring. Not to mention he's probably one of the kindest guys I know. I text him a lot, he always says something to make me smile, and hes one of the few people who really helped me when Justin dumped me. Then theres Matt. Now Matt is taller then me, with dark hair and a beautiful smile. He's supper nice and I say hello and hug him every day. Theres this chance that he likes me too, Lupita hinted towards it and she seems to know everything on these matters. But she likes him and said I could go out with him but I would hurt her if I do. Of confusion, you haunt me. Lastly there's K-bear. I've mentioned him before I think. Kodiak, an amazing, smart, kind, classy, foxy senior at my school. I liked him last year, when I was in the play. There is going to be two plays this year, I'm in the first one, so is he. I get to spend all this time with him. God, he always smells so amazing too. He'll give me coffee and hug me and make me smile and giggle like the helpless girl I am at times. If he hasn't noticed this infatuation already I'll be surprised. Here's the real dilemma though, i think Casey might like me, and there's a possibility that Matt does, and if by some vain chance K-bear does too, who do I choose? What would i do? Confusion, confusion, I abhor you.
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Haia~
1 min read
Well, It's been a while since I've updated this journal.
Life has been pretty hectic.
I was recently in a play, where I met Kodiak.
I had a crush on him for a while, but Aunna has his hand now. Their good together. And I'm not bummed, he was just a little school crush after all.
Justin, I love him. He's been their for me for as long as I can remember.
He's back in my life. He never left really, but now I can't stop thinking about him. Cliche and stupid, I know, but true none the less. <3
Jon has been annoying as ever, but it's Jon. It's expected.
Well, thats it for a quick update~
Cya~
Angie-la-la
Life has been pretty hectic.
I was recently in a play, where I met Kodiak.
I had a crush on him for a while, but Aunna has his hand now. Their good together. And I'm not bummed, he was just a little school crush after all.
Justin, I love him. He's been their for me for as long as I can remember.
He's back in my life. He never left really, but now I can't stop thinking about him. Cliche and stupid, I know, but true none the less. <3
Jon has been annoying as ever, but it's Jon. It's expected.
Well, thats it for a quick update~
Cya~
Angie-la-la
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Oh Joy!
2 min read
Okay, everyone who reads this(All one or two of you?) will like to know this ones a tad short today.Anywho I have guy problems. I tend to do something Like meet a guy, become good friends and have something go horribly wrong and make my life insufferable. High school has only made this five year dilemma worse.
Only this time, I get to add a new guy to my list. John Hall. Dorky and annoying. Great friend at times but has like four major problems.
1)He is clingy. Wayyyyyyy clingy and hugs me like every thirty seconds. And I'm not exactly exaggerating.
2)He is Bi-Polar! He will go from happy go lucky john-john to the emo-ist ball of self pity and angst I've ever seen.
3)He is in love with me. Hes told me, and says I'm pretty and sweet...ect.
4)last, not least, he has a girlfriend that's insane wants to kill me.
I find this guy as a great friend, nice and all, but the whole 1-4 thing makes him so annoying. If I dont hug him he goes emo and his girlfriend glares at me for making him sad. If I do his girlfriend becomes the anti-Christ and he clings.
Its crazy-making. I hate it. Today was the worst though. I've been bitchy and really angry since first period because of John.
Yeah, so fuck my life. I cant deal with this effing problem anymore without becoming a mega bitch from hell.
Only this time, I get to add a new guy to my list. John Hall. Dorky and annoying. Great friend at times but has like four major problems.
1)He is clingy. Wayyyyyyy clingy and hugs me like every thirty seconds. And I'm not exactly exaggerating.
2)He is Bi-Polar! He will go from happy go lucky john-john to the emo-ist ball of self pity and angst I've ever seen.
3)He is in love with me. Hes told me, and says I'm pretty and sweet...ect.
4)last, not least, he has a girlfriend that's insane wants to kill me.
I find this guy as a great friend, nice and all, but the whole 1-4 thing makes him so annoying. If I dont hug him he goes emo and his girlfriend glares at me for making him sad. If I do his girlfriend becomes the anti-Christ and he clings.
Its crazy-making. I hate it. Today was the worst though. I've been bitchy and really angry since first period because of John.
Yeah, so fuck my life. I cant deal with this effing problem anymore without becoming a mega bitch from hell.
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Humanity and Horny Highschool Boys
2 min read
Ah, so one might wonder what the title means. Basically I have THREE things to write about. Yeah,that's right, THREE. One good, two kinda self centered. But hey, this is MY journal after all. I might not have very much time to write so I'll make it snazzy and quick.
First my previously bleak view on the human race. Two things that recently changed my pour and hypocritical view go as follows:
Our previous president was a moron who has a lower IQ then a two year old. But now with Obama in line for that great oval office I have hope. Hell, in a year I may hate him like G. Bush, but as of right now I have hope in the little combo breaker.
Now, for one inspiring to me personally. As I was walking to school with my buddy I ran across a kind old man. He was roughly in his late forties maybe his early fifties. Its around 7:45 in the morning on the biting cold northern coast of this lovely state. When walking to school Keira and I take a short cut through this dump of a pond. It used to be beautiful and woodsy. While walking through this The old man was up to his knees in mud and cold water cleaning the murky depths. We asked why, if it was his job but he replied with a big grin on his face. "No, I'm out here on my own. This place was a nice place to come. Pretty and calm, so I thought I'd help out a bit and tidy up." How kind!So all day I was in a good mood just because this one nice old guy was helping without a push from others. Maybe there is a nice streak in the inhumane race of humanity.
Ah, now I get to talk about my day. Since 7th grade I've been asked out a grand total of four times. Now, all the sudden I'm asked out by people that range from nerdy peers of my own Freshman grade to stunning model looking guys in 12th grade. Now this has me confused, because I dress and act the same as in 7th grade. Any comments?
First my previously bleak view on the human race. Two things that recently changed my pour and hypocritical view go as follows:
Our previous president was a moron who has a lower IQ then a two year old. But now with Obama in line for that great oval office I have hope. Hell, in a year I may hate him like G. Bush, but as of right now I have hope in the little combo breaker.
Now, for one inspiring to me personally. As I was walking to school with my buddy I ran across a kind old man. He was roughly in his late forties maybe his early fifties. Its around 7:45 in the morning on the biting cold northern coast of this lovely state. When walking to school Keira and I take a short cut through this dump of a pond. It used to be beautiful and woodsy. While walking through this The old man was up to his knees in mud and cold water cleaning the murky depths. We asked why, if it was his job but he replied with a big grin on his face. "No, I'm out here on my own. This place was a nice place to come. Pretty and calm, so I thought I'd help out a bit and tidy up." How kind!So all day I was in a good mood just because this one nice old guy was helping without a push from others. Maybe there is a nice streak in the inhumane race of humanity.
Ah, now I get to talk about my day. Since 7th grade I've been asked out a grand total of four times. Now, all the sudden I'm asked out by people that range from nerdy peers of my own Freshman grade to stunning model looking guys in 12th grade. Now this has me confused, because I dress and act the same as in 7th grade. Any comments?
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